My piss stained heart
Wreaks pungent blood.
So now I’ve induced suffering
Burnt in holes compromising every failure.
This is normal.
It really stinks in here doesn’t it
” Gimme a fix”- Sid Vicious
Violate my ego with sporadic torture
I welcome it.
Render me to doubt ,my hypochondria
A fixed state of a mental hangover
Delusional foresight of forsaken pain suggesting that perhaps there is no better world anymore