Does my conflict towards men deprive me from arousal ,
And then astonishingly so , I fall for the tragic hero
He who was so familiar, so intensely ordinary, our bond , raw and anamorphic in nature , bound to fatality at this time of extreme lust.
To cope with his absence is insufferable beyond measures
But it has been done , and so many times. It is almost , no, insanely mind- galling . On occasion, exponentially mind -galling